So.... I did it.
I decided it was time to make some changes in my life.
Step one: Say no!
Sounds easy enough. But saying no meant having a difficult conversation (which was actually quite healing). It meant stepping down... relinquishing my role... letting go of... and it was HARD!!!
But I did it. And now (after 1 whole week of insane guilt) I feel FREE!!!
Free to heal, free to think, free to process.
We can only pour out so long before the vessel runs dry. And then it is time to travel to the well and be filled again. So here I sit, beside the well, waiting.
In the meantime I will....